Hey there everybody,

Everybody includes, you. So read.

Yeah, well anyway, I don't know why I started this off all agressive like that. I sit and I write, you read or you don't. I've had a weird couple of days.

Have you ever thought that you knew everything? I mean, EVERYTHING.

I guess I did for a while, sometime in the past. And in a way, I suppose I did, because really, everything there is is everything you know. Anything you don't know exists, doesn't really exist for you.

At least that's how I understand it. I'm no theorist.

So that drives me insane, or rather, it drove me insane. It's just good that I got a ride home.

Our perceptions define our reality, we're told, and then it turns out, that really, it's reality that defines reality. Everything else is just headgames.

Lets stop fucking with ourselves, already. Lets start acknowleding that things really exist.

I guess this is me externalizing my internal dialogue. I guess this is me projecting my own questions out into the universe. I guess these questions don't even exist. Because, really it's just me percieving the questions. If I really looked hard enough I'd understand the truth.

The truth that your perceptions are all that there is.

Wait... anyone else have deja vu?

-Trevor

P.S. If you're feeling uncomfortable reading this, don't worry that's just your experience of it. Really, this is totally fiction. Well, it's only fiction if you're feeling uncomfortable. If you're feeling comfortable, please, embrace it as truth.

P.P.S. That made less sense to me than it did to you, but apparently it's the right answer.

P.P.P.S Don't believe anything I say, I'm a paranoid delusional drug user who never studied any of this.

P.P.P.P.S. I tend to have a negative self-image, so I guess, ignore that last one and make your own decisions, please don't be influenced by my opinion--especially about myself--and doubly especially if you're reading this to be influencedby my opinion.

P.P.P.P.P.S. God I hate you for keeping reading, it's like you actually want to know what I'm thinking! Boy are you dumb! I mean, really, you should be a genius too. I certainly am. I mean, why the hell are you listening to me? Why don't you go off and be a genius yourself, honestly. I hate how people seek out geniuses, like people smarter or better than them and listen to them. Really everyone should just be equally smart to begin with and spend all their time investigating these questions. Everyone's totally a genius. Just because I'm really smart doesn't mean that anyone should listen to what I say. No, seriously. I'm really smart and people should not listen to me.

P.P.P.P.P.P.S. Not seriously, of course, the entire above paragraph is parody.

P.P.P.P.P.P.P.S. Are you getting annoyed yet? I already am, hence me writing all this shit. I'd tell you what I really mean, but it would be worthless anyway, maybe that's what I'm getting at. Perhaps this is a projection of my own low-self-esteem. That's funny, I though I had high self-esteem. Must be my ego. I'm so terrible. I have a huge ego. That's terrible.

P.P.P.P.P.P.P.P.S. In the words of Al Yankovic "Everything You Know Is Wrong / Black is white, up is down and short is long."

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